I don’t know.
I’m just a little unsettled right now, I want something, I don’t know what it is. Maybe I’m just under some pressure because of the conference I’m going to in a week. Gosh, I need to get going on that.
I also need to get stuff done for the wedding, and find a place to live. Maybe I am a bit stretched-thin, but I don’t think that’s it. I think I just don’t like myself at the moment. Blah. I feel like I’m drifting from my friends, like I don’t talk with some of them as much as I used to, or should.
I feel like I’m not giving Mandy enough time. She’s on call all the time and I work late. I see her maybe once a week, and I feel bad for not spending more time with her. So… I am overwhelmed.